ggrrrr

i've just got soooo much to share.... but kinda lazy wanna type here haha... and thank god i have a companion to blurt everything out... otherwise... i cant even share anything with anyone.. lol. boring i know. anyways, working hard with practice... it sucks. my moves are bad. aahhh......

annual hi-tea part 1

the company's annual hi-tea's coming up. and i still have not gotten myself any outfit. ggggrrrr.....

we will be performing belly dance. miserable, i know. gggrrrrr......

shake shake shake.... til i drop.

gggrrr...... toodlesss.....

confusion

hmmm... felt abit uneasy all of a sudden. i know i should be happy for it. but i don't even know what is it. but i think its what everyone wants it. or the least is what they have been dreaming about. or what i hope is best for everyone. i know. i'm being confusing to readers right now. mind this post. it's just a mixed feelings either good or bad. should i do something bout it? i mean, is there even a need to do so? things weren't like last time anymore remember? so it'll be odd if i suddenly share the happiness. you know, some people might go bragging about it and make comparisons ...... and i'll go.... errrrrrrr.... as usual... zzzz... ive no idea what should i do about it... should i just go ahead with it.... or just skip the whole thing and leave it aside... ive no idea. sigh. but just so they know, i do wish everyone and me best of luck. everyone has gone this far to getting it. urrgghhh.... how.... why is there even a mixed feelings in the first place? i shouldn't be this kinda person. i shouldn't have this seriously bugging me mixed feelings. it just kills.

but anyway, speaking about karma... i thought what goes around comes around? how come mean people get what they want? wait. why am i talking this way. i mean i could be mean too? but but but.... does it mean those who are meaner than me gets what they want too? gets something even better than me??? thats like soooo unfair... but hey... no i shouldn't feel this way. i am happy with what i have. i am really. that reminds me. i need to do something important as promised to god few months back and i am still not doing it. urrggghhhhhh! haha no its not about being a vegan. hell no to that.

so the question is... should i move forward leaving everything behind.... or should i do my part as a good kind hearted warm friendly bla bla bla bla person? gggrrrr.....

ps: im complaining to fatty king kong over msn bout it and sorry fatty... i just have to disturb you with my story which i know ur totally lost...there is no head or tail in the story.. i just summarized it to you... hehe... fatty replies that i shouldnt get this too personal. i should just ignore.

right.... i should just ignore. i mean, there weren't any effort from anyone... and i myself didnt make any effort to something. so might as well just leave things the way they are. and i think i got what i should get. a slap on my face.

:(

i'm sorry. and im happy for everyone! =)

me and my stupid post

i know. blame it on me. it is always me and my stupid fucking overrated died-ed post. uurrrggghhhhh! yes i was bragging on it that i didn't have to forecast sales bla bla bla.... and guess what... i've to do it now for next year's May big thing. i'm shaking all over. really scared sial.

urggghhhh! toodles!

flab camp

what is the freaking point of getting so many free concert tickets and i cant even go at all?

the company gave away All American Rejects and Cuci Musical so far. and i cant go for both.

why the torture? dont ask! uurrggghhhhh!

anyways, been to the gym yesterday for a serious workout. went for 'Easy moves' class and it was pretty good, sweated a little and jumped around a little. no biggie, it's really easy hehehe. then i smartly went to the threadmill and jogged bout 15 mins and played with another machine for 10 mins.

i decided to join the Body Attack class.

IT WAS HELL.

it was like Simpsons Flab Camp. overweight people are suppose to go there and shed the flabs off by vigorous running and jumping around.

WTF. i was effin tired. effin crazy. so many people walked off the class. they're prolly beginners as well. i mightily stayed there til the class ended. i dropped dead of course hehe. i hate the vigorous exercise but it was really good though. the instructor kept pushing and motivating us. i am so gonna achieve my dreams soon.

to be just like her...................




or..................... even worse....................

i might end up like him.....................



let's go to Simpsons Flab camp.

toodles baby.